Thanks everyone for telling me such private stuff it really helps. I have had endometriosis for 6 years now. And the past two years i have been in ridiculous pain. Every day my pain is like a 5 then i get on my period and i end up in the hospital because i pass out from pain. I have a really amazing doctor here in Illinois Dr Charles Miller he is a wonderful infertility doctor and is a specialist in endometriosis. I have seen so many doctors the last 6 years about this i have had surgery lazer out the endo but its on my bowel, bladder. ovaries i also have it in the muscle walls of my uterus its called something when its in the uterus i forgot though. its frigging everywhere. My doctor does not want to preform the hysterectomy but i come to him crying like every month. lol. i just seen him a few days ago. and we decided to try a procedure where he cuts nerves in the back of the uterus to will help with the uterus pain and cervix pain and he will clean me up the best he can its 75% successful compared to 85% successful with a hysterectomy. if it doesn't work But i really really hope it does. Then i will go in for a hysterectomy and leave my ovaries. Im still going to have crazy bleeding and with a hysterectomy i would have been able to eliminate that problem but i have nothing to loose i will at least be able to say i tried everything. The thing that freaks me out with a hysterectomy is how the heck sex will feel without the cervix and having just a cuff at the end. Im ok with the kid thing i really don't want any i never have but i will have my ovaries and their are amazing women out their that will carry your baby for you. blows my mind how nice some people can be. it just really stinks to have to deal with this so young. non of my friends can relate to me. really appreciate you guys talking to me |