I've ended up raising kittens my whole life. We I lived we has barn cats, and we usually didn't get them fixed before they had their first litter. Man I can count the number of kittens we've had. I had to help my mother nurse at least 5 litters. I rememeber when the momma cat got ran over
and we had a litter of 8 kittens to take care of. We were feeding them every two hours, and then my mom forgot to turn of the heat lamp and fried them
. She felt so bad, but its one of those things. I feel your lose, and I am sorry. If you need any help with the kittens just pm me.