I hope your baby gets better soon.
I know how you feel they mean the world to you. I was in such a state when I lost my jessie this year , I couldn't talk about it and took a week off work so yes they mean everything.I do tend to worry a lot about Tia my yorkie baby because she is small and picks up things she shouldn't and shes had to rush visits to the vet with belly ache.
Keep us posted about your little one.sending hugs.