Oh my gosh sweetie... oh my gosh. My heart just broke for you. I am sending you some strength, courage, wisdom and lots of hugs. Whenever I'm having a really hard time (which is NOTHING compared to what you're going through) I repeat the Serenity prayer in my head over and over again until I can calm down. I'm not religious at all but for some reason this prayer helps me tremendously.
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. (((HUGS)))
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