I am so sorry to hear that. but I know what you are saying. I am having a hard time too, you love your pet so much but the vets are so much money. I get her shots petco. I don't have to pay for the vet visited. I hope you don't have to gave him away. I wish I could help you out. This makes me so sad because I'm right with you. try the other things first.let me know how you are doing