[starr728]

My heart breaks as I read this, I do understand how you can be upset and I'm not here to judge that. Please though do what you can to make ammends with your father because later could be too late. I know there is something there for you to post this and we are all human so remember that yes your Dad did make a mistake but if you both can put that aside things could get better. If you wait it could be too late and grief can sometimes overcome a person it would be terrible to deal with not ever making ammends with your father, now while you have a chance do what you feel is right and pray about what you should do. I don't know all the situation just what you have written as I'm sure there is so much more that you have dealth with to have not spoke to your dad in 2 years. Just try to make peace with things and pray about what you should do. Take care and if you ever need to talk email anytime. Please take care and I will be praying for you and your family as you go through everything.