Hollee
I let him go I didn't really have a choice but i'm not going to lie I made an ass out of myself trying to stop him. I threatned to slice the tires on his friends car if he left with my son lol..I didn't handle it well at all. Its not that I don't want him to go make a life of his own. I"m just so afraid how this big ol world will treat him while he tries to make his own mark on it. It makes it hard cause I raised him without his dad in the picture and I have spent his whole life feeling like i had to protect him so no one would ever hurt him again like his dad did when he walked out of his life. But now i have to trust that he will somehow remember all i've taught him.
__________________  Mom to Miley 6-18-2009 |