Thank you guys sooooo much

I already feel a little better with all the good advice

I'm definitely going to get the blood panel done and I'm going to try the fish oil... I'm willing to try anything (well, within healthy means) that would help my anxiety and it definitely couldn't hurt

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Hillies- I can tell you are going to be a great mental health counselor. The idea of thinking about all the positives really clicked with me, even though it sounds like such a simple thing.
I'm going to use all of the tips and do a lot of praying. I feel like I can call to make the appointments now. The day of the surgery might be a different story but I also now I have YT to help me get through it.
Plus, I do really trust my vet. They did my Rat Terriers pyometra surgery. She is 15 years old and was sick and she came through like a champ. They also handled everything with her so good so I need to keep that in my thoughts as well.
Yorkie-mama22- PTSD stands for post-traumatic stress disorder. Basically what many people get after a traumatic event. Thank you for the offer, there are many times that I could use someone to talk to that understands what the anxiety is like.
You guys are the best and I'm so glad that I got this out. I think even just the talking about it and people understanding helps a bit

