I understand your fears. I have a panic disorder and by nature a worrier. I am a wreck until I know my babies have come through surgery. This is what I do, I schedule it as close to as I can so I don't have weeks to stress, I have the pre surgery blood work and the vet knows how I am so they do mine first and call me as soon as she is out of surgery. And I pray a lot. I will keep you both in my prayers. |