Do you ever talk to God about this? I firmly believe that he can help you with this. I think if you can put your faith in him and let things go that it will make things easier for you. We don't know what is going to happen and there are no guarantees in life. I could tell you that only 1 in a million has anything happen during this surgery but if you are the 1 then it doesn't really matter, does it? If you think that this is the right thing to do (and I think it is) then just let go and give it to God to worry about. |