Well, look at it this way...Statistically he's got waaaaaaaaaaay more chance of a good outcome than a negative one, so try to focus on that (the positive)..If it is too overwhelming, at this point in your life, why not wait 'till you're at a better place? Unless you're worried about him breeding another one of your dogs, that isn't spayed, what's the hurry? Also, a little bit of unsolicited advice...Get some Carlson's Brand Fish Oil, (liquid)and start taking 1 teaspoon once or twice a day (at least once), and I PROMISE you, you will get you PTSD under much better control than any meds you can take....Been there, done that...It's totally amazing!!!! Hugs...... |