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Originally Posted by RachelandSadie  Honey i totally understand your pain, i'm finally in stage 7 where i have a future hope in Sadie that her life will bring me joy that my other puppy i had for 14 years did. we lost our golden retriever to old age and i'm still finding times that i choke up and cry over her...i can't stand all the changes to my parent's yard and having people's chairs sitting on the concrete pad that used to be her kennel...it hurts me!! dad took down the fencing and has since redone all the sidewalk area from the house to the kennel area to make it all one big concrete porch like thing, i haven't seen it yet, but Sunday i'm going up there and my DH will be helping make rock garden areas along the new slab...i think dad did that to disguise the fact that there was a kennel slab there and now it's a porch area...it's going to kill me i just know it...but i'll have DH, mom and dad, sissy and her b/f and Sadie to distract me, but i might still shed a few tears when we pull into the drive...the first time i came home when Ruger died i ran up to my room to cry, i can't handle her being gone.....i miss her so much and loved her like family...it's been so hard. my mom had no idea that telling me dad had to put her down would hurt me so much but it has....
but i'm getting there now, and i can be stronger with my own puppy...the best thing ever happened with Sadie too...Ruger always lay down and crossed her paws right over left...dad always loved that about her...Sadie lay down one day to relax and it just so happened...right over left!!!! smiles, see things make you miss them but someday you'll be smiling when you do....
Much love and hugs coming at you |
Thanks. I have a Boxer at my moms house, she was my Christmas present about 7 years ago, my mom would never let me take her when I moved out because she has become so attached to my mom that she would whine and cry if she wasn't with my mom so she stays with her of course. She's getting older and shes a bit overweight and starting to have her hip bug her. It is so sad, I don't know what I will do when her time comes
I just went through so much in the last 8 months or so with my baby, I just thought things were starting to look up for her and then she passed
I almost feel like she was hiding everything just to be happy and home, when she was at the vets for those few weeks she was always so depressed in her cage and the vet said she would not bond with anyone. She went CRAZY when I came to pick her up she was whinning so bad and jumping all over the car. That day she was a totally different dog, it was like thank you for taking me home I promise I'll be the best dog ever. She used to get days where she would lay and be mopy and I could never figure out what was wrong with her. I didn't come on here with every single problem I had because I am sure people were sick of me posting. But really it was one thing after another. At least though those last three months she was good and had the best darn months she ever had I bet.
Those are a few of my fav pictures of her
