I feel so bad you are having to deal with all this. Anything that is harmful to you is not good,smoking, cutting purging etc. In my unexpert opinion, people smoke for different reasons, to be cool, calms them, they start and get addicted. While not good reasons, I believe that all of the things you mention such as cutting, bulemia are done to help handle some intense feelings of emotional pain and underlying reasons need to be determined and work on solving them. It is so sad that you cannot get some low cost/no cost help and some free Zoloft. Have you tried contacting the manufactures of Zoloft or there generics to see if they have a program in place to help you. I will check around and see if I find anything. Also, try going to a hospitals social services department and your city health department. I will keep you in my prayers that you can find some help and get some relief from the immense pain you are dealing with. |