Now I can't stop crying either. I am soooo sorry for what you are going through. And for all the others who have posted here saying how they have been through the same thing. I have not been there yet. My baby Wookie

is my first dog and he is 3 and half. I just sit and cry sometimes thinking about when that time comes. My heart is breaking for you and I wish there were something I could say or do for you that could bring you some comfort, but I know I can't. Just know there are people here who will let you cry on their shoulders..I am one of them.