Sending you lots of hugs, my heart breaks for you and what you are going through. I know just reading what you wrote brings the tears flowing and I can't even imagine where to begin. Buddy is beautiful and a lucky boy to have had you love him and care for him. And you too were blessed to have him in your life you will always have your memories of him and one day you will be together again. Lots of hugs Cheryl & Lexi