I feel awful ! I took Toby in this morning to be neutered and now I feel like the worst person in the world ! The look he gave me when I handed him over to a complete stranger just tore my heart apart ! I know its for the best that we have this done since we have been having the marking issues lately but that doesnt make it any easier ! Hopefully this doesn't change his personality ! Its driving me crazy not having him with me, he follows me everywhere !
