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Originally Posted by vainchick5  Thank you so much! He always does get us through it doesn't He? Throughout this scary ordeal my faith never lingered, I always had peace in my heart from him, I was never scared. I'm just eager to receive the good news so I can start my family and the journey I am meant to take. Thank you so much for your uplifting message. |
You are very welcome!! God has a great way of introducing us to new people and friends and I believe it was meant for me to respond back! I know if you keep your faith in God He will make it all happen if it be His will you will get to have a baby I know it!! Drs told me I could'nt have kids...I have 2! During my last pregnancy which came as a surprise that I was able to have a second baby I was 28 at the time I felt truly blessed I had always wanted children and our first son it took 5 yrs and then our second son was another 5 yrs both were maricles, blessings and a surprise after what Drs said! During my second pregnancy God blessed me twice...thats how they were lead to find the kidney cancer! If I'd not have gotten pregnant when I did most likely the cancer would not have been found early enough. My son as I got further along the weight of him he kicked enough and put enough pressure on my kidney to cause a kidney stone that was lodged due to a cancerous tumor to come loose and when I started having lots of kidney stone issues they did a ultrasound to see what was causing all my problems...it was'nt until after I had my son that I went for a ct scan and found out it was most likely cancer and I'd be having a full kidney removal of my right kidney...that's a small price to pay to lose a kidney to be here alive and well and to be able to take care of my kids and family! God saw me through it all and when the first ct scan was performed the tumor showed up as 3 inches (looking online that was very bad news) but after many prayers and keeping my faith after the surgery they did a pathology report that showed it has shrunk by HALF! God blessed me and I truly know it! Life has never been the same...by that I mean I appreciate a lot more than I ever did and I just keep my faith in God. I will be praying for you I know how much I wanted children and I kept thinking I knew that God would bless me or help take that urgency for me to have a child...I kept praying that when the time was right God would bless me and it was no time after I started realizing that I had to trust God to bless me 'at the right time' that I became pregnant with my first child! You hang in there and you will be in my prayers!! Please update and let us know how your dr appointment goes...a great Bible verse for me was Pslams 91 it is very comforting I even wrote it down and took it with me on my dr appointments it really calms me down to read it while having to wait. Take care and hope we can talk again!