Originally Posted by sashajade  cant belive another year has passed baby girl, your always be mummys girl sasha, miss and love you more each day xxxxxxxx
I STOOD BESIDE YOUR BED LAST NIGHT
i stood by your bed last night, i came to have a peep
i could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep
i whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear, its me, i havent left you, im well, im fine, im here
i was close to you at breakfast, i watched you pour the tea,
you were thinking of many times, your hands reached down to me,
i was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore,
i longed to take your parcels, i wish i could do more,
i was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care,
i want to reassure you that im not lying there,
i walked with you towards the house as you fumbled with your key,
i gently put my paw on you, i smiled and said its me,
you looked so very tired and sank into a chair,
i tried so hard to let you know i was standing there,
its possible for me to be so near everyday,
to say with certainty i never went away,
you sat there very quietly then smiled, i think you knew in the stillness of that evening i was very close to you,
the day is over, i smile and watch you yawning and say goodnight, god bless, i will see you in the morning,
and when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide, i will rush arcoss to greet you and we will stand side by side ,
i have many things to show you, there is so much for you to see,
be patient, live your journey out then come home to be with me. |