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Originally Posted by chandracz  It sounds like you're holding up pretty well! When my first yorkie candy died I stayed in bed for 3 days... Although I didn't have a child to care for so i'm sure that would've made a difference. I pray for you and think about you. Stormy is running around at the rainbow bridge with Candy and she is your angel now! Stay strong! Time will only help you feel better  |
Thank you, some days are easier then others. Today is two weeks and last night I had another dream about her, in my dreams it looks EXACTLY like her and it almost feels like it IS her coming to see me. Again in my dreams she "came back to life" only to "die" again, it is so horrible and I can remember crying so much in my dream. It was nice to see her in my dream though, if that is the closest I get to "holding and seeing" her, at least I get to some how. My anxiety level is so high at times I had small attack while I was driving the other day. I used to have lots of anxiety issues for a few months until I got Stormy. She helpd with them alot but with her problems constantly I would worry extra all the time. It was all gone for a few months and now I can feel it coming back. I just can't get over the fact I will never see her again for a long long time
