Joan I am so sorry, I know how much it hurts.
I lost my 14 yr old in June of last year and it left such a deep hole in my heart. I am retired and she was my best pal even though I have lots of family and friends here she was the one that me laugh and was always here.
I hope things get easier for you. I sometimes wonder if we should love them that much but if we didn't look what we would have missed out on for the years we had them.
Welcome to Yorkie Talk and I hope to see you posting more. You are in my prayers. Hugs, Joan |