Thanks everybody so much. I know I am all over the place right now I don't know how to cope, I am trying to keep my mind off it. I'm looking for a new place to move too and hopefully leave all the bad things here in the past. I can't wait to find a new place and get a memorial garden for her so we can always have a place to come visit her at home. I don't mean to sound rude or be negative I just feel alot of pain and it's still a new wound. I feel extra sensitive and I am sure with time it will get better but I can use all the support I can get right now
