 What happen to
Thinking before we speak? What happen to keeping rude comments to yourself especially if you have no idea what your talking about. I know I have made this mistake in the past and I catch myself wantin to open my big mouth sometimes but some people can just be so careless.
I don't know where else to post this but this is bothering me so much lately. I am sure as most would know on her my yorkie was accidently killed by my bully puppy. Yes some may look at me as irresponisble, ignorant, a killer. Yes someone has actually referred to me as a KILLER! In reality especially on the internet nobody knows how I truly feel or truly know me. Some people see beyond and see the goodness in someone and I just want to make this post to make this clear. I am neither of these things.
Some people keep things to themselves and maybe roll their eyes at me but until you've walked in my shoes you got nothing on me. You don't know what I've been through or what I AM GOING THROUGH! Maybe I am all those evil things someones eyes but I am hurting, grieving and missing my yorkie deeply, more so then some could imagine. I did what I could and the best I could to take care of my dog and keep her safe. What happen could of happen to anyone, if it happen so that it was my child that accidently hurt her? SO what then, I would be a bad mother and " oh you shouldn't have yorkies with children ".
It's so easy to get off track and to point fingers and cast blame on people, but yes I myself have seen some stories and think " OH I can't believe that person ". Well you really don't know until you've been in that persons shoes.
It is very VERY hurtful to try and pass judgment that I "left my yorkie alone to die" that is very sick. If anybody knows me on here they would know that I did what I could for my dog. I tried to give her the best life possible and to make her as comfortable as possible. It is just sick to hear some of the rude comments I have recieved and I just hope and pray that nobody is ever in my situation. Because this can happen with any size dog, child, person, animal or situation. Theres been other yorkies who passed because of different types of accidents, but nobody intended to hurt their babies. Accidents happen. I am not in denial over what happen, I am trying to move forward and do what I can to make sure something ike this doesn't happen again, what am I suppose to do, throw this PUPPY out, yes she's a puppy. Throw her out? Abandon her because she doesn't know what she did wrong. Am I suppose to continue to be mad and angry with her? Just because I am "defending" as some would say, my dog makes me less of a good owner? I am sure things have happen to other people and just because this happen I should be banned from owning a yorkie ever? Even though I have pleaded I am going to do WHATEVER I can to train my dog into a better companion? I just don't know, you just can't make everyone happy but please before you jump on somebodies back for something they may of done wrong in your eyes, think about how they feel. Dont you think they feel guilty enough?
I miss you Stormy and I love you so much, I would of never ever put you in harms way if I would of known that this would of happen, I would of taken you and left you know that. This will kill me for the rest of my life. I would of done ANYTHING for you my sweet little baby, may you rest in peace, away from all harms way and be able to be free and healthy. |