I think I'm going to leave for a while. I get on here and start off in a good mood then everything starts reminding me of Ivan and I start crying. I know you all understand and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for doing so. I have received many messages and PM's telling me how much you care and how sorry you are for my loss. I know I won't be able to stay away for long because I will miss you so much but for now I think I want to hibernate until the pain goes away and stays gone. I want to be able to smile when I think of my gentle giant.
Stay well my friends. |