It is a HUGE relief!
Now the kids and I are doing the things that WE want to do. We've found a new church that we think we are going to love, I am becoming more active in the community (and working on getting the kids more involvled).
I'm looking forward to getting my own apartment and decorating it the way I want. (decided to go with a blue/brown/cream/white beach theme throughout)
We just have lots we are looking forward to and its actually a JOY to wake up the morning now.