Thanks everyone.It is good to hear from you who understand how I am feeling. I have been crying all morning. I'm at work and afraid to step outside of the office. A lot of my co-workers and friends don't understand.
My only regret is that the vet asked if we wanted Ivan injected directly into the vein or in an IV. We chose the direct injection because we thought it would be quicker. It wasn't. Poor Ivan had to suffer through them trying to find a vein that wasn't affected by edema and then they didn't give him enough so I was sitting there holding his head while he panted so hard! Finally he closed his eyes and it was over. I'm going to post a slide show later on after the pain dies down. Please be sure to look at it. I think you will get a big kick out of this big puppy playing with a bucket! I think I even have one of him carrying around a brick! He was a real card. |