Ok, I don't know if you guys know this... but it has been raining here just about EVERY SINGLE day for over a month. The temps have been chilly and people's attitudes are VERY poor. There are lots of car accidents lately and lots of deaths lately. In the last 2 weeks I have been personally connected to 6 deaths. A friend's grandfather, another friend's 2 cousins (same weekend), another friend's cousin (committed suicide), a girl I work with's MIL, and a good friend of mine died in a car accident last week. My friend's death was TRAGIC. She died driving home one night last week ... she was only 33 and has 2 little girls and a husband. Since we grew up in a fairly small town where everyone knew everyone else, the wake was HUGE!!! I'm talking 1/4 mile line from the funeral home (for all 4-5 hours), down the road HUGE. It was bittersweet because I saw people I haven't seen in AGES so that was nice, but the reason for it was awful and sad.
Now that its all over, reality is setting in and its for real, she is gone for good, forever.
I am really starting to feel depressed lately.