Oh, Charlene, I am so sorry ... no bashing coming from here! I have kept my son's Border Collie for him, I am always reluctant, so I can only imagine how you are beating yourself up! Please don't, these things happen and we can only pray and wait. I will certainly be praying for her safe return. Please give your son a hug for us and tell him that Mom is right .... God can show her the way home!