thanks everyone, you are all so right, but i cant stop thinking about this.
so far all day now, the time is just flying by.. im scared to go home cause i know he will call tonight and only be around the block from me..i will only be his friend for now and try to help him get through this, why, cause im a nice girl. jerk that i am...he not asking for anything from me though.? just wondering why... just wondering thats all... im going to listen to all of you and try to keep my distance... i hope i can...even after i felt i almost lost my life, down to 94 lbs i was... i still care deeply for that bugger... |