[MizMaRLeysMoM86]

So I went to the doctor today to look into a breast reduction and left in tears. You see, I am a 38 DD and only 5'3. My back is constantly killing me and my line of work ( air force ) I have to exercise at least 3 times a week in a big group ( mortifying ). They bounce everywhere, are painful, and not to mention make finding "cute" clothes damn near impossible ( without looking like a hoochie mama ). I'm really starting to get depressed. I asked him about a reduction and he said that he would want to send me to physical therapy and see if that works. Also he wants me to go to a nutritionist to see if i can lose maybe 5-10 lbs to see if that makes a difference. I told him I've been all kinds of weights, and nothing makes a difference. THEY DON'T GO ANYWHERE!!... I've tried muscle relaxers, back stregnthening exercises...I know he is just wanting me to exhaust all my avenues before the insurance from the military will pay for it but I am growing restless. I started crying when he told me all I would have to do to get the procedure done ( if they even offered to pay for it ) and he asked me if i wanted to see a psychologist!!! I am depressed, yes! But I KNOW how to fix this. I don't think seeing a psychologist and talking about my breast size is going to make any difference on how clothes fit and how my back feels. GRRRRR! Sorry I just had to vent and my DH is sick of hearing about it because all I end up doing is crying!! .....Sigh......