[Lexi Rae]

hi my yt friends. i've been on vacation for a week so havent been on here.
i missed everyone here, anyway let me get to the point. a friend called and said he was in the hospital. ps, i went there immediately. ok in sweat pants
and a sweat shirt.. i looked like s**t... anyway going to this friends room,
i bumped into my x husband who i havent seen or talked to in 5 years.. it was a very nasty divorce.. his mom was in there so i saw her for the first time too.
she was so excited to see me. my x told me that seeing her just made her live a few more years... she said she still loves me and misses me so much and i was the best thing that ever happened to her son.. my x even told me that he regrets everything that happened.... and still loves me... the thing is,
he is married with 2 kids.. one of his own and 1 of hers inwhich he adopted.
he is very unhappy and told me his whole life story. he now is staying with his mom just around the block from me now.. i am so lost and confused, and i still love this man.. im in trouble. he just called me about a half hour ago, just talking and said, gina, call me later,, i said no way... your married and i cant go that way. he said oh i will call you later.. i hung up so fast...
im all flustered, after all this time... im really scared now.. i need so support.
my mom is very upet , i told her mom , dont worry im not gonna do anything stupid... she dont trust me.. she cries...