You sound heartbroken! It is hard to let the little ones go! I always feel a bit sad to see them go especially not knowing if the new homes will keep in contact or not.
I don't think your being too picky at all. I wouldn't let him go for $50 or $100 (unless it was to me!
) at all! He is too small to just go to anyone. You need to be very picky as to who he goes to or if he goes at all!
Do you have any pictures of the little guy that you can post for all to see? Good luck on your decision! I know it is a hard one!