 Update
I have lost another guy. I don't know if I can make it thru this. My heart is breaking everytime I look at them. One of the boys seems to be feeling okay, at least better than the other two. My little girl is not having much luck keeping anything down, I am giving her food every hour, only about 1/2 ounce and making sure she is not dehydrated. But I really think she is not going to make it. I called the vet and he said not to add anything to the routine, until Tuesday. That it may interact with the drug that he formulated for them. So I am taking his advice. I pray that they make it. I notified everyone on my waiting list, and refunded the deposits that were taken on Tuesday after the vet appointment. I still just feel like this is a bad dream, and I am going to wake up and feel relieved. If any of the other babies or adults come down with this I will need to be placed in a padded room. I can't handle this, it is so horrible to watch them suffer. Am I doing right by them, or should I have them put down. I feel like such a bad mommy, how could I let this happen to them......I know I had no control over it but, it hurts so much to see them suffer and not know if I am going to be able to save them or just drawing out their suffering. |