Sorry you have hit such a rough patch in life. As long as you and your parents are okay about it, I would stay there for a while. Just take a break and relax a little. Try to decide what YOU really want to do. Sometimes we make decisions in a hurry and wind up regretting them. You have the luxury of being able to take a little time to get your ideas together and really make a move based on careful contemplation.
Relationships rarely break up because of one person, so don't beat yourelf up. Try to think if there is anything you want to change for future relationships but don't dwell on placing blame. Sometimes when everything seems to be going wrong, we realize that it has just opened the way for a new and exciting part of our lives. I was having a rough time myself, when I suddenly looked at a good friend a whole new way. By ending one relationship, it allowed me to see what was right in front of me and what a wonderful marriage and life I wound up with. Keep positive that there will be better times in your future. Maybe this has happened so you too can find the true love of your life!
Hope your finger and Bailey's pancreatitis are much better! Wish you both a speedy recovery -- from the physical and emotional trials you have faced! |