God will not give you anything that you can't handle. It will be a rough journey, but you will come out a stronger person because of all that you have been going through. I hope that those family members choose to help relieve some of the pain by attending his funeral. Congratulations on the new family members! I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers during this bittersweet time.
Sarah
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