 With Deepest Sympathy
OMG! I am sooo very sorry for your loss. Believe me I feel your pain! I also had a Yorkie named Bella and she passed away last month, April 4th from Fire Ant Bites she was just one year old. She was gone in a matter of 2 1/2 hours! It was absolutely devastating as I know having lost your Bella is devastating to you! These dogs are like our children and the love I am sure you had for yours will be in your heart always. My Bella had my heart and I miss her dearly and I too felt sooo guilty! I felt like I failed her and I cried and cried for days! I am crying again cause I still miss her so and can only imagine your pain as well. I can tell you this much... don't beat yourself up! I am sure you did everything possible for Bella. I thought I would never be able to get another Yorkie cause I was afraid I would probably compare it to Bella. So thought about another small dog, but when I would look at them nothing really pulled at my heart strings. Then for Mother's Day my husband took me to look at a couple Yorkie puppies and the woman had two females left and I chose one! She is just precious and has a totally different personality then Bella. I named her Lexi. She is 9 wks old and she has helped to heal my broken heart! I am so greatful for her. So give yourself time and hopefully you will be able to move forward and maybe get another one too. You are in my prayers! God Bless You! Please let me know how you are doing! I do care! Sincerely, Sue |