LilDaysha - I am so very sorry for the loss of your dear dear friend, Lestat. You were blessed to have her with you for 20 years and 5 months - that is incredible. It attests to you and your dedication to this special fur friend. I can promise you that one day you will think of Lestat and smile through the tears - when that happens you will know that your heart has started to heal. Sending
your way.