 I've lost my mind
Tonight I realized how much I absolutely LOVE Delilah. I seriously love her like I love my real kids. I took her outside to play and she and Leo played HARD for about half an hour. When we got inside, she basically collapsed.
She slept on me for almost an hour. Once my husband got home from work, I kept asking him if that was normal? Should she be sleeping like this?? She seemed too tired. I kept checking the color of her gums. I thought for sure something was wrong. She shouldn't be that tired.
My husband finally said, "Just put her on the floor!" So I did. And she started to attack Leo, chewing her bone, running around like a freak, etc. She was FINE - just tired.
What is wrong with me??? I was truly obsessing, thinking something was wrong, and thinking I couldn't go on if something happened to her.
Have you ever been crazy with worry for some really dumb reason?? Or have I really truly lost my mind?? |