I just read your post and I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart
in the loss your baby Sophie. To lose your baby is so tragic and to have it unexpected and to not know what really happened is even worse (if there can ever be worse in this situation).
We lost our baby Rizzo last Dec.
and I can honestly say I still ache for that precious little girl. The only solace that I have and maybe you have also is that you gave this little girl so much love that she may not have gotten with someone else. She know how much you loved her while she was here in your arms.
YT is such a great support of loving people that will help you through this keep writing and sharing to help you heal.
Much love and prayers to you.....RIP dear Sophie
Rizzo's mom forever