I am soooo very sorry...my heart is breaking and I am sitting here crying for you right now.  I cannot even imagine what you are feeling, there are no words.  I am just very proud that you gave her a better life than what she had for the last part of her life.  She finally knew what love was through you and she hadn't had that before.  You should be proud of yourself to  for that and know she was happy with you.  I know that doesn't ease the pain though.  You are in my prayers...        |