I just read this post....
Allan, Thank you for your update. I'm glad to read you had a new baby and things are well.
I'm sorry for your loss of Zack, Like you, i have experienced my first loss of my ture love (JULZ) on Halloween. I am beginning to wonder if "that feeling" will ever subside within....
We got our new baby about 4 weeks after, DUDLEY has filled the void that Julz left behind and we love him so much. I didn't know it was possible to love another "as much" with so much pain still inside, but i do.
Your new baby is a doll, love the kittens too!