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Originally Posted by mizzwanned  Thank you everyone, it means the world to me. I am in a daze though, i feel as if all of this is unreal. Why my baby was taken away i don't know. I got my perfect dog and then i lost her. I miss her sooo much. She was perfect and i mean perfect for me. How can i even explain her personality, it was vivacious. I always said i didnt have a favorite and that i love them all equally and i do, but she was my favorite. It was just that connection we had. She loved me best, she was attached to me at the hip. Just the other night we were in bed ready to go to sleep, and it was a ritual she had that she would lay on her back and she hated when i blew on her ears. So when i did she would put her paws all over her face and mess up her hair and kick her legs up at me. It was the cutest thing, i wanted to get it on video but it was too late. And then the way she would get the zoomies and run around in circles and pause and stick her nose up at me and smile. I miss those little things about her. She was the only one i could trust off leash, she wouldnt run away, she listened. And she would bark every time i let her run in the hallway to go for our walks.Everyone knew it was her. I enjoyed walking her cause she enjoyed life. She loved to run in the grass and chase the birds yet she would always look back at me and smile to see if i was there. Yesterday was our last walk together. I took only her for the walk cause i was babysitting my niece. She was just my baby. Why did this have to happen? I feel at fault. It was just too soon, too quick. When i was holding her i gave her a kiss one last time and she smelled the same as always. She always had this baby smell to her. I will miss that smell. I will miss everything about her. Everything. Even when she barked crazily at big dogs on our walks, it was okay.
I wish i had more videos of here but here is just one tiny one of her zoomies YouTube - Sophia |
I am bawling my head off after reading this. It is so obvious how much that little girl was loved. Oh my gosh....I am soooo sorry Sarah
I just don't even know what else to say right now..