I was holding on to Tilly and not wanting to let her go she was a part of my husband and myself, she got me through my husband passing and I knew once I lost her I lost it all...
I had Tilly Put to sleep today and It was the second most painful feeling I will carry with me, Thank you all for your help in deciding the right path to take here because I was being selfish.. and reading your replys helped me see this through your eyes instead of my heart