[jbarile]

Hello I haven't been on in quite some time and I am needing your advice or help..
Tilly hasn't been doing to good lately, I know she is up in age (14) and has Cushings, She has been hiding behind chairs, just not wanting to be near me like she use to be.. coughing continuesly she has a large tumor on her chest and another one on her throat, I held her and I have been rocking her and can honeslty say this is going to be pretty hard to come to grips with, I have also noticed sami is staying clear of her, and I am not sure if he knows? Tilly will be my first baby that I will be losing. I am pretty sure her time is near and just needed to ask, What I should do? I so afraid if loosing her and I don't know what to do? I live alone just the three of us and I work and I am afraid to come home and find her not at the front door anymore, well I can go on and on But I wont, Im sure you all have the same fears and loss, if you could please share with me how you handle this?
thank you
joann