I'm sorry. We lost our Newman one year ago this past August. He was 10 yrs. old and we had to put him down after losing a battle to cancer. Like you I cried buckets of tears. My husband a big NYC police officer and our two sons were there and we all cried. Then this past August we had to say good bye to our 17 month old Yorkie to a brain abnormalty. We said no more but God had a different plan and this past September brought us our Beans. My thoughts are with you and you're not a terrible person for wanting another so soon. Everyone copes differently and I personally feel that adding a new does help to heal you. I know Beans really helped us all.
Elaine |