I am so sorry this happened. From your posts it sounds like things have been pretty hard for you. I'd like to recommend that you reach out to a counselor or your preacher for some guidance.
You have tons of support on here, but I think it would be very helpful to have someone face to face to talk to about your loss, and it is a huge loss. Most of us here think of our pets as our children, you would seek help from a professional if you lost one of your children. To me this is no different.
My heart goes out to you and I will pray for you all. I am so sorry you had to experience this tragedy. |