I REALLY understand that you're torn and it's evident that you have your heart set on this little one. The thought of already loving her and then possibly having something happen to her IF you don't get her and take care of her yourself is probably at the forefront of your mind, which is understandable, but others are correct...this is WRONG and something does needs to be done about this unethical breeder. I'm sure you would have legal grounds to get your deposit back.
As far as little Ellie, I just pray you don't get your heart broken later when you've had more time and love invested. I know your heart already belongs to this little one but not as much as when you bring her home. I wish you and Ellie the best of luck, whatever you decide. We're all here for you! |