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Originally Posted by shell820810  By the way, I am sure you are all fed up with me posting about Millie and the questions I have!  but I am so grateful to have somewhere to express my feelings, and I thank each and everyone of you that have commented and consoled me the last few weeks.
I am a emotional wreck at the minute. I am trying to get over Millie, contemplate getting another pup, and feeling guilty. And so many of you have experienced the same. |
NO ~ NO ~ NO
YOU ARE VERY WELCOME HERE and you CAN post any questions or concerns that you have about Millie, and future pups, heck you can even post about the weather
I am so very sorry you lost your precious baby. I know you are sad, hurt, confused and feel you have no control. You are grieving and you do need to grieve. She knows that you love her and that you were only trying to do the very best for her. I don't know what happened to her or why it happened, and you may never know the real reasons, but this isn't your fault. You loved your baby enough to safe guard her health by getting her spayed. I do believe this is the route to go, but in her case, something completely out of your control took over....She isn't in any pain or discomfort, she is happy and playing with all the other babies, and she will greet you with her warm kisses one day again