Hi, I don't know when you lost your baby, I'm not on here much. But I do understand what you are going through. I lost my cat, she was 21 years old, I got her when I was 17 years old, I fed her on a bottle, her eyes were not even open yet. I lost her because of pet food recall in 2006, it was useless. She was in great health, acted like a kitten most of the time. I felt I poisoned her, because I feed it to her. I did not want to live, she was my whole world, my husband and I don't have children, she was it. I cried all the time. Finally I realize my baby would not want me to be so upset, she always hated it when I cried, she would lick my face and meow at me until I stopped. We decided to get a Yorkie, if not I was going to go crazy. I have to have something to take care of. I bought Chance, she was named Chance because, I was taking a " chance " she would make me feel a little better, and she did. I am not saying I don't still cry for my cat, because I do from time to time. If you are like me it might help if you got another baby, it helps for you to taking care of something, it keeps your mind working. I lost my baby Dec 17th 2006, by Jan 8th I got Chance, not because I didn't love my cat, because I loved her with all my heart and soul. But I knew she would not want me to be so sad and hurting. It is something for you to think about . So sorry for your loss, and sorry this is so long, I just wanted to help if I could. Sandy |