[cj125]

Oh Dear God... My heart is breaking for you. I can't imagine what you're going through after seeing this. I know how I felt when I had to put down our 15 yr old Blk Lab. It still plays in my head and it's been 3 yrs.

I got Mia just about 2 weeks after we had to put Lucky down. I came home from work and went to bed crying everyday. I was sooo depressed. I couldn't stand how quiet the house was. I couldn't stop looking for him in the middle of the night. He wasn't there when I came home from work. Even to this day I look whenever I see a Blk Lab.

It was wrong, but I stopped at the petstore "just to look" and ended up coming home with Mia. I was so happy - at first. Then reality set in... a PUPPY! What was I thinking? I had not had a puppy in 15 years! OMG... well, I had my doubts about having gotten her so soon - for a couple of weeks - but I can tell you in all honesty... it was the best thing I could have done. I know my Lucky wouldn't have wanted it any other way.

Love isn't love til you give it away...

It won't be May for a month - take some time to heal and celebrate Suri. I think you'll be ready then.