i suffered with ocd for all my life until i was 20 i was not treated i became a maniac depression person i wanted to go on ramp pages and just kill people but luckily i kept reminding myself i'm not like that and thoise compulsive thoughts came erking in my head i continue to fix things and clean things etc i got over the whole hand thing now im not afraid to die but i take meds and my doc said ocd never go's away especally if u had it for so long and it wasnt treated now i talk to a therapist and get meds i dont know what i was so miserable about but i was and the doc's couldnt understand the root of my problem because it wasn't that i was lacking on bill's or homeless so ocd is very effective and should be treated if worsen i didnt believe in meds until i had to choose my life or meds i was hospitalized and now im a whole new person im ocd free for now but every so often something dramatic comes to mind and i react obsessive towards everything its a serious issue and horrible to live with so for people who do not have it should not judge........ |